Lost love is a fate worse than death

[fiftybucks]

After years of fucking around. I finally fell in love. Not the way I was used to. Every girl that I've met, I wanted to fuck. And as so far, it's my motto. To fuck as many girls as possible. But then... J happened.

I was stationed overseas. J was a rookie staff. Cute. Adorable. 15 years younger than me. It's strange. The moment I saw her, I found her adorable, like a little kid at heart. She was 24. We got along well. She was fun to be with. She made me feel young again. I spent all my time with her. After work, we hung out. She would sing randomly and spontaneously. It's her personality. And she was a good singer too. For once in my life. I didn't even consider fucking her. There was an angel like aura about her. All we did was hang out. Every night was goodbye and good night. One day I told her I was in love with her. And she told me she was too. She's had one boyfriend before but that didn't work out. And she said, "all my life I've never thought I'd fall in love with a foreigner."

That's how we began. We would hold hands and walk. We'd talk non stop for hours. Anything under the sun. And she would sing for me. We went on for a year. We never fucked and yet I enjoyed every moment with her more than all the girls I've fucked added together. Then her dad found out. He was really upset. I was too old AND a foreigner. The next thing I knew, she stopped seeing me. Her dad had stopped her. She stopped taking my calls. Stopped all communication. She no longer came to work. I couldn't find her at her address. I was rejected at the house. It has been 6 months already since she left my life. I can't eat well, can't sleep well. Life lost its meaning. I moved back to Singapore recently. Since I knew her my life changed. Lust lost its lustre. Love became a higher call... And now. Love is lost.

[jdi813]

Originally Posted by fiftybucks

blah blah blah ... Love became a higher call... And now. Love is lost.

some how i can understand how you feel bro and I can tell you it SUCKS!

[Arucard]

well it means she dont love u at much. no point remembering her and the love for her.

[Hngata92]

Death equals the end.


Lost love equals to either you need time to recover it or time to move on.

It takes a tremendous amount of bravery during this period.


But at least it's not the end...


Please don't see it as worse than death. You'll be losing out.

[Hanster]

This one confirmed china gal! China"s society is till very much in the belief of parents giving their blessing for a relationship!

[chirpydog]

ha..an experienced sailor can lost his way...

do you regret not fucking her ??

perhaps the whole episode opens up a whole new meaning to sex....and love...

[newyorker88]

Originally Posted by Hanster

This one confirmed china gal! China"s society is till very much in the belief of parents giving their blessing for a relationship!

I think you got it wrong. There is a difference between CHINA gal n Chinese girls. In this post, I am referring to CHINESE BORN OUTSIDE CHINA/ or EDUCATED OUTSIDE CHINA

PRC gals dont give a damm, all money only. Asking parents for blessings? Maybe CHINESE gals, not CHINA gals.

[TimKaine]

Camp for more discussions.

[SammyNewbie]

Aiyo... Why u like my other bro like that ar? Both cheong more than me still can be down jia lat jia lat over a woman?

Let me put it in a nicer way. There'll be other women you will love and you will meet.

I also had women like that, that make me feel like I dun need sex with them and I am happy.

But most of them just make me feel horny these days.

Anyway, can find and will find lah. She's not the only gal left in the world. The fact that it's over just means it's time to find another gal that will be better.

[jaderabbit]

Time will heal all wounds .

[pussylicious12345]

Originally Posted by fiftybucks

After years of fucking around. I finally fell in love. Not the way I was used to. Every girl that I've met, I wanted to fuck. And as so far, it's my motto. To fuck as many girls as possible. But then... J happened.

I was stationed overseas. J was a rookie staff. Cute. Adorable. 15 years younger than me. It's strange. The moment I saw her, I found her adorable, like a little kid at heart. She was 24. We got along well. She was fun to be with. She made me feel young again. I spent all my time with her. After work, we hung out. She would sing randomly and spontaneously. It's her personality. And she was a good singer too. For once in my life. I didn't even consider fucking her. There was an angel like aura about her. All we did was hang out. Every night was goodbye and good night. One day I told her I was in love with her. And she told me she was too. She's had one boyfriend before but that didn't work out. And she said, "all my life I've never thought I'd fall in love with a foreigner."

That's how we began. We would hold hands and walk. We'd talk non stop for hours. Anything under the sun. And she would sing for me. We went on for a year. We never fucked and yet I enjoyed every moment with her more than all the girls I've fucked added together. Then her dad found out. He was really upset. I was too old AND a foreigner. The next thing I knew, she stopped seeing me. Her dad had stopped her. She stopped taking my calls. Stopped all communication. She no longer came to work. I couldn't find her at her address. I was rejected at the house. It has been 6 months already since she left my life. I can't eat well, can't sleep well. Life lost its meaning. I moved back to Singapore recently. Since I knew her my life changed. Lust lost its lustre. Love became a higher call... And now. Love is lost.

Your greatest regret must be that you have never even fucked her after being with her for a year!

[pussywillo]

Originally Posted by t4buzhsy

Your greatest regret must be that you have never even fucked her after being with her for a year!

ya lor.... dummy

[ajlover]

Originally Posted by pussywillo

ya lor.... dummy

Simply KUM LAN!!

If out of love is worse than death, kindly go to hospital n look at ppl struggling to stay alive!!

Sorry bro, u are such a loser n fucking mentally weak.

[thedevil666]

I risk being zapped, but I think this bro deserve our sympathy than the needless criticism.

Only when u really fall in love then u will realize how painful it is when it is taken away from u or things don't work out in your way. That pain can change a person, it can make a person weak and it can make a person become very irrational.

I'm glad u have chose to come back to Singapore. Bcos by leaving the place, it will help u in recovering. Looks like u need more time as after 6 months u are still suffering. I hope u can stay strong bro. All the best.

[Petruk]

Lost love - is not a big deal.

Most men, once in a lifetime - thought to meet his true love, apple of the eye, the love of my life - if the relation failed - they become delusional and though their life has ended.

What a crap, death is not for play play - USA President, PM of Singapore - when they died - their live is ended, all the wealth, power, friends, family become useless to them. All is kaput.

But if you lost the love of = you can try to win her back or find a substitute