I'm still loving you...

[maybelee]

Have you ever had someone whom you loved all your life but couldn't be with?
Has it occur to you that the very same person might be feeling the same towards you as well?

True story or not, its not important.

I just want to tell you...
我...其实还爱你...



"I love you.. I want to take care of you.." He whispered as he slide his hand down between my legs. I blushed.

"Someone is blushing.. I like it when you blush." He grinned at me. I smacked his arm playfully. "不要玩啦!" (don't play lah!). He laughed and held my hand. My heart was smiling and aching at the same time.

to be contd.

[Risis]

Very nice song!
Listening to it, can't help but feel something stirring inside me.

[acidicavex]

Ts are u openly hinting to someone in Sbf?? thanks for sharing this nice song.
It depend but I guess when we take a turn in life it doesn't matter. He in your heart and you in his heart unless both take the plunge if not it will forever be in the deepest pit in once mind. Hope u n him brace thru the hard time good luck thanks again nice song.

[java_cool]

Bro, can empathize with you ... went through the same thing ...

Was madly in love with my fellow colleague the moment I first laid eyes on her ... Was involved in a love triangle as she was interested in another colleagues who was attached ... got dumped by the guy eventually and was about to return to his philandering arms when she realized who love her true ... was happy for almost 2 years and was about to get married but her parents and mine strongly objected as we would be marrying outside our race ... ran away with me to live together but was racked outrageously with guilt as we found out her mom succumbed to a medical condition ... her parents begged me to dump her while she could not ... eventually she had to take a higher ground as she has only one mum and dad & ... found out she dated other men of her same ethinicty but was never married ... the same can be said of me ...

I still love her still even though its been 13 years ... like an old Solvil et Titus advert once quoted, "Love lost is perhaps the love that remains with you for all time".

[tantan1234]

Originally Posted by java_cool

I still love her still even though its been 13 years ... like an old Solvil et Titus advert once quoted, "Love lost is perhaps the love that remains with you for all time".

Me too. Love a girl. BEing with her. But because of reasons, she left me.

The void is so empty and unfillable.

Love lost is most memoriable? Not all. I am sad, but at least I found someone so close

[deludedgal]

Originally Posted by java_cool

Bro, can empathize with you ... went through the same thing ...

Was madly in love with my fellow colleague the moment I first laid eyes on her ... Was involved in a love triangle as she was interested in another colleagues who was attached ... got dumped by the guy eventually and was about to return to his philandering arms when she realized who love her true ... was happy for almost 2 years and was about to get married but her parents and mine strongly objected as we would be marrying outside our race ... ran away with me to live together but was racked outrageously with guilt as we found out her mom succumbed to a medical condition ... her parents begged me to dump her while she could not ... eventually she had to take a higher ground as she has only one mum and dad & ... found out she dated other men of her same ethinicty but was never married ... the same can be said of me ...

I still love her still even though its been 13 years ... like an old Solvil et Titus advert once quoted, "Love lost is perhaps the love that remains with you for all time".

wow 13 yrs is a long time. so devoted..

[java_cool]

I have yet to find another who could changed my life the way she did. I would put myself in harm's way if it meant she lived. I don't know why I loved her so much,it beats the hell out of me too.

[Loner08]

If u really love someone.. its not neccessary to be together.

As long as she lives happily.. i will feel the same in a corner...

[java_cool]

Bro loner, well said!

[skarlett]

Dear TS,

I feel you..

it is sad when the person who gives us the best memories becomes a memory...

I have been thru shit and is still going thru shit of loving a man who can never ever give me half of what i gave him. But still loving him... sigh...

命贱。。

[ace_hole55]

Dear ts, i can understand tat so much. My ex wife going left me for another guy. I love her so much tat i actually dun hate her at all. I still hoping tat she will come back one day. But i figure tat if i reali love her den i haf to let her go. Hope tat she will be happy. Tat all..

[maybelee]

Originally Posted by Risis

Very nice song!
Listening to it, can't help but feel something stirring inside me.

Sad songs always stir something in me

Originally Posted by acidicavex

Ts are u openly hinting to someone in Sbf?? thanks for sharing this nice song.
It depend but I guess when we take a turn in life it doesn't matter. He in your heart and you in his heart unless both take the plunge if not it will forever be in the deepest pit in once mind. Hope u n him brace thru the hard time good luck thanks again nice song.

He should be in this forum, but don't think he knows im talking about him. We are still keeping in contact, but he only treats me as a friend now I believe. Thanks.

Originally Posted by java_cool

Bro, can empathize with you ... went through the same thing ...

Was madly in love with my fellow colleague the moment I first laid eyes on her ... Was involved in a love triangle as she was interested in another colleagues who was attached ... got dumped by the guy eventually and was about to return to his philandering arms when she realized who love her true ... was happy for almost 2 years and was about to get married but her parents and mine strongly objected as we would be marrying outside our race ... ran away with me to live together but was racked outrageously with guilt as we found out her mom succumbed to a medical condition ... her parents begged me to dump her while she could not ... eventually she had to take a higher ground as she has only one mum and dad & ... found out she dated other men of her same ethinicty but was never married ... the same can be said of me ...

I still love her still even though its been 13 years ... like an old Solvil et Titus advert once quoted, "Love lost is perhaps the love that remains with you for all time".

How nice, the quote. I love it. Thanks for sharing your story.

Originally Posted by tantan1234

Me too. Love a girl. BEing with her. But because of reasons, she left me.

The void is so empty and unfillable.

Love lost is most memoriable? Not all. I am sad, but at least I found someone so close

Hope you are feeling better now.

Originally Posted by deludedgal

wow 13 yrs is a long time. so devoted..

Mine's only 4.. on its way to 13 I guess..

Originally Posted by java_cool

I have yet to find another who could changed my life the way she did. I would put myself in harm's way if it meant she lived. I don't know why I loved her so much,it beats the hell out of me too.

patpat..

[maybelee]

Originally Posted by Loner08

If u really love someone.. its not neccessary to be together.

As long as she lives happily.. i will feel the same in a corner...

He said the same thing to me.. as long as I'm happy, he's happy....

Originally Posted by skarlett

Dear TS,

I feel you..

it is sad when the person who gives us the best memories becomes a memory...

I have been thru shit and is still going thru shit of loving a man who can never ever give me half of what i gave him. But still loving him... sigh...

命贱。。

I feel you.. I'm still loving him too. but I can't tell him.. It holds no meaning anymore I think...

Originally Posted by ace_hole55

Dear ts, i can understand tat so much. My ex wife going left me for another guy. I love her so much tat i actually dun hate her at all. I still hoping tat she will come back one day. But i figure tat if i reali love her den i haf to let her go. Hope tat she will be happy. Tat all..

I let him go because I really loved him.. He let me go for the same reasons.. Sigh...

[maybelee]

Continuing the story..

This was our song.. He confessed to me with this, telling me that he misses me.



If he managed to read this, he will know its me... But I didn't write this thread for him. I am writing this because I can't tell him I'm still loving him. Even if I tell him, nothing changes.

I am married..

[taciturn]

I love those memories. I luxuriate in them sometimes.