I am addicted to a FL!

[larue]

Damned fucking right I am, and I never ever thought it could possibly happen to me. I always thought I was capable of regarding them as nothing more than casual and transient service providers.

Barely 2 years ago, my best buddy and I were talking over beer, and he was contemplating an affair. And my advice was don't, leave that to people who love to invite trouble to their doorstep.

But alas, I find I am unable to practise what I preach. Family life has gone south so much over the years, the pressures of home, real and imagined piled up over time. What was once acceptable, perhaps even cute or at worst tolerable has over time become unacceptable, and eventually unbearable. The arrival of a child expedited that process. Everyday I want to scream but cannot.

I thought I would write a parallel thread on the issues I have at home, but decided that my individual circumstances are ... too unique and specific, that anyone who possibly even knew me, would know this was me. Not good of course. So that's a no go.

Top be fair though, having an 'affair' with a working girl is much safer than having one with a colleague or something. I adore this FL, and she adores my dough. If the dough flows, the love comes. And if it stops, so does the love. At least there'll be no banging on my door demanding I divorce my wife (although that is my long term plan).

Any way, I first contacted this FL 5 months ago. First few times it was all a good bonk, maybe once a week or fortnight or so.

And she would text me sometimes if I hadn't contacted her for too long (lol, too long = 2 weeks maybe) and tell me she's thinking of me. Actually she's thinking of the fee + generous tip I generally pay for service I like.

For maybe 3 months, we just kept that up. Strictly transactional. I was also bonking the odd other working hoe or so.

Somehow around Feb, things changed. I am not sure how it happened, not why. I am unable to think of anything in particular that could have caused me to feel differently towards her. But I did.

I think now it was probably the culmination of her intense KC-efforts and my own unhappiness at home.

My last bonk (with anyone but her) was another FL in Jan. Around the time I thought I actually liked her, I just didn't feel like doing it with anyone else at all. As for my wife, we haven't had sex for years, nor have I felt any inclination to for just as long. I don't even look at other girls now.

And she knows it, that clever girl. And she keeps me hooked..... How she does to follow when I next update. And what I like about her, and eventually how I think this will all end (badly of course!).

TBC

[karlearl]

Looks like you kenna KC liao.

[jolenekoh]

KC fool again

[eugene_wong]

is she pretty?

[Apocalypse]

u posting story ah?

[HCKing]

self-kc spotted all over the place. nothing much to do with her 'intense kc efforts'

[larue]

She's fugly, seriously. Actually I would rate 7.5/10.

Totally and completely kc'ed already, no escape now.

Hcking: yes, self kc is probably the case, as it always is in these matters. We don't see them every day, so everything about them looks and feels better. But the feeling is so .... Good.

Weekend, at home not convenient to post, now using IP to post. Will continue during working hours.

Btw, she PRC, very important component of story in my case. TBC

[esssinine]

Well its better than being addicted to Cocaine or suchlike drugs .

But she`ll take your life in another manner a guess.

And you wont end up dying ugly like Whitney Houston

[owl888]

Let's hope u keep everything transactional, including kc

[alan0338]

Originally Posted by larue

Btw, she PRC, very important component of story in my case. TBC

pls continue ... btw, different nationality got difference meh??

[goodpartner]

Camp!

Classic story but I like how you put it across in a matter-of-fact way.
Juz upz you before it goes negative which will slow down the updates

[fdome]

Originally Posted by larue

She's fugly, seriously. Actually I would rate 7.5/10.

Totally and completely kc'ed already, no escape now.

She FL? then share her with as many bros here as possible, and try as many other wls as possible, the u will forget her finally hopefully

[larue]

Thanks for the upzzz.

A bit more background info: me, 35yrs old, her age unknow lol. Why unknown? Because she has been advertised at various ages ha ha, but she told me she was 28 then (now 29). Strangely, her ID indicates that she is in fact 36??!!

How the fuck does that happen? She doesn't look a day over 30, I can't imagine her being 36, and if she really is, more power to her! Whatever 29, 36. She has more experience in life than most 50 year olds in this country have.

It was maybe 3 months back, when she mentioned to me that a particular day was her birthday. Now that part appears true from the mm/dd on her IC. I just can't figure the year part out.

Hint hint obviously. So okay I say to her let's do something on that day. Later she tells me she's been booked by a client that day, so what about the day before?

Okay, didn't really matter to me that much. So we met up, couple of hours and I gave a cash gift (cash is king, always). 1k to be exact. Ransom to some, pittance to others, but about right for me, all things considered.

Interestingly, I think it was shortly after that that I started to feel more deeply for her. Must have been a case of her being happy at having found another carrot, and working harder on her KC towards me for maximum carrot effect.

Although I cannot say for sure I noticed any particular or noticeable change in her attitude towards me right after. Or maybe she is that skilful. Quite possibly.

Oh, that was the first and last time she didn't make time for me btw.

And also rather integral to the story as well is how much I pay her. I believe I have been averaging about 3k p/m for the past 2 and a half months. I don't just give her 3k pm lump sum or anything, she actually asks for money using various excuses. Doesn't amount to 3k, but I still tip somewhat generously on occasions when we meet without her asking for money thereby coming up to c. 3k. Again, I cannot say whether 3k is a lot or not a lot. Some people I'm sure pay more for less, and others get much more for less.

So make no mistake about it, she is money faced. Exceptionally so. And never disguised, even from the start.

TBC with what she does for me, to me, with me that just draws me in ever deeper. BTW, sex will not be brought up as a part of that, because it really is not very exciting at all. It's just... sex. Any FR in FL dome will be more exciting.

And after that, why nationaility matters so much to me. I feel this matters to me as much as the above.

Any way TBC..

[lfc78]

Originally Posted by larue

She's fugly, seriously. Actually I would rate 7.5/10.

Totally and completely kc'ed already, no escape now.

Hcking: yes, self kc is probably the case, as it always is in these matters. We don't see them every day, so everything about them looks and feels better. But the feeling is so .... Good.

Weekend, at home not convenient to post, now using IP to post. Will continue during working hours.

Btw, she PRC, very important component of story in my case. TBC

Bro, at least she is expecting dough from you.. If she is going all out, she might want your bakery later. Too many a times we hear people say that they will not get themself in this situation too. Being Kced or self Kc. Do not underestimate the power of these prc women. I told myself never to get myself in this situation especially when we have wife and kids. I cheong China, CP very frequently and getting a kc feels good as we get something which has already turn very monotonous in our current life with OC. Also a plus point during sex compare to doing it with FL, ktv and sn gals.

I am still concious now, always thinking that my dear wife sleeping besides me everyday. My lovely kids whom I adore to death. They all have done no wrong for my sinful deeds. Haha so end of the day, just pay and move on. But we never know, and I might be speaking too early.

[eQuipment]

actually, no discrimination to any singer/dancer/FL/WL/escort of whatever nationality la, but sweet talking & smiles is part of their jobscope in order to hit quota for KPI. have screwed quite a handful of china dolls, most of them explain that they need to fulfill some form of agent fee somewhere, or maybe to whichever employer for the levy, in order to sustain their stay in this island.

naturally, they will be looking for "roberts" to shave, the more regular the better, bcos they know that our didi need time to recharge, the older the man, the slower he takes to recharge his ammo. and by rotating the roberts to mobilize, the amount that she need to shave is a small amount, so that the roberts don't feel the pain. and bcos the amount is small, the roberts also don't mind kena shaved. - economy of scale.

so, by giving u silent mob few times a month, she can easily fulfill her KPI, without kena bruised nehneh or abbrassion inside her sacred hole. maybe, she already has a handful of roberts that she play this trick, then every other day, she can spend time with her favorite lover boy also.

conclusion, be a player, don't be a banker.