An Affair with an older married lady... and the aftermath...

[whatzupplow]

From so many times a day to nothing… so many twist and turn… great story writing skills…

[Shrouded]

I headed up to her place. She was already waiting at the door. I greeted her and her husband. I passed my water bottle to Jasmine.

A: Do you want to buy this from me?

Me: Didn't you just buy it?

A: I don't think I like cycling. The bike is hard to ride too.

Me: Oh?

A: Handlebars are weird.

I sort of agreed with him. I never really rode a bike with drop handlebars for long distances before.

Me: I'll let you know after this ride.

Jasmine returned with my bottle.

J: Aiyah. Just buy it from him la.

Me: I can't cycle 2 bikes home.

J: Leave it here first then.

A: Try my bike. If you like it then you can buy it.

Me: Ok.

We headed out, heading towards Woodlands by following the MRT track.

J: Try his bike. Just like you tried his wife.

Me: Wah lau!

J: No meh?

Me: Huh?

J: If you like the bike then buy it lor.

Me: Then the wife?

J: It's not buy one get one free hor.

Me: I wasn't thinking about it.

J: Oh. So you don't want me?

Me: What?

J: Fine!

She pedalled harder and left me wobbling behind as I was still getting used to the bike.

I caught up but we rode in silence till we reached Woodlands Waterfront. We parked at the jetty, surprised that we could actually find a quiet corner.

Suddenly, she hugged me.

Me: What's wrong?

J: Nothing.

Me: Just say it.

J: My periods late.

Me: Oh.

J: I may be pregnant.

Me: Isn't that a good thing?

J: I don't know. Do you have cigarettes?

I dug into my bike bag and passed her my sticks. She lit one. I was about to light my own when she stopped me.

J: We steng. I don't want the full stick. Bad for the baby.

Me: Errr…

She passed the cigarette over. I took a puff. The filter was wet.

Me: Didn't know you were a wet smoker.

J: Ya. I licked the filter first.

Me: Why?

J: Heard it makes it taste better.

Me: Ya right.

J: You don't like my saliva?

Me: I like. Like it better when it's straight from your mouth.

She punched my arm.

J: Idiot.

Me: It's been a few weeks since your husband is back.

J: And?

Me: Do you really want to keep seeing me like this?

J: I'm conflicted.

Me: You had sex with him with the intention to start a family right?

J: I think so.

Me: What do you mean?

J: He's changed. He will just use me, cum inside, then go do his own thing.

Me: And you didn't like it?

J: I've been spoiled by you. You fuck me too well.

Me: You didn't enjoy it but you still let him do it.

J: He's my husband. It's my duty.

Me: Ok.

J: But…

Me: But what?

J: His other family.

Me: Yeah?

J: Don't think he's going to leave them.

Me: If that's the case then why are you starting a family with him too?

J: I don't know.

Me: I don't think polygamy is legal here right?

J: I don't know.

Me: What are you going to do?

J: I don't know.

Me: You seem to not know a lot of things.

J: Ya lah. It's complicated.

Me: If you didn't take the morning after pill, and it was my child you're carrying, what would you do?

J: I don't know. It depends on what you would do.

Me: I'd take care of you and the child.

J: Really?

Me: I'd do my best I guess.

J: What about my husband?

Me: That's up to you.

J: You said polygamy is illegal.

Me: You'd have to divorce him. We'll get married.

J: What if I don't want to get married again?

Me: Then… you'll have a bastard child.

J: Like Jon Snow?

Me: Yeah. Something like that.

J: But actually he was a prince right?

Me: Son of a prince.

J: And he fucked his aunty the mother of dragons.

Me: Why are we even talking about Game of Thrones.

J: I'm trying to distract myself.

Me: From what?

J: Everything.

Me: You know you can talk to me right?

J: You're not the best person to talk to in this situation.

Me: Why not?

J: Because I like you.

Me: Should we not meet next time then?

J: But I want to.

Me: You need to decide what you want.

J: I know.

We finished the cigarette.

Me: Are we continuing?

J: Do you know how to go to LP1?

Me: I never plotted the route.

J: How are you doing the RTI?

Me: I honestly didn't plot it either. Just cycled around.

J: Let's just head back yeah?

Me: Straight back? Or through Mandai?

J: Mandai.

Me: Ok.

We got on our bikes and continued riding.

I was getting the hang of the road bike and wondered how much her husband would want for it. It wasn't the entry level model.

Her husband was already sleeping when we got back. I put his bike back in the balcony and took my own. We shared another stick at the balcony.

As I turned to leave she pulled me back and planted her lips on mine, her tongue fighting with mine.

Me: What was that for?

J: You wanted the saliva straight from my mouth right?

Me: We shouldn't be doing this.

J: Too late.

I left. It would be a long ride back. I guess now I had 2 decisions to make regarding transport purchases.

[junior_cannibal]

Mark, not only you let all the women used you like a tool, but also let Jasmine used you as a spare tyre. Only when she is not able to work out with Alan, then you might be considered. Really pathetic.
It may be painful, but if I were you, would have walked out of it.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal

Mark, not only you let all the women used you like a tool, but also let Jasmine used you as a spare tyre. Only when she is not able to work out with Alan, then you might be considered. Really pathetic.
It may be painful, but if I were you, would have walked out of it.

I think he likes it. He would not stay so long if he did not enjoy what he was doing.

[unsung80]

Enjoy while you can physically, the end of the day will come, no victory.

You would have "I wish".

You may end up hurting your own self.

God bless.......

[tgbwolf]

As much as the future is always uncertain, I honestly wish you would be able to settle down with J or anyone else in future whom you really love instead of being just another one.

Cheers mate.

[Bigbluebird]

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal

Mark, not only you let all the women used you like a tool, but also let Jasmine used you as a spare tyre. Only when she is not able to work out with Alan, then you might be considered. Really pathetic.
It may be painful, but if I were you, would have walked out of it.

Yeap. You nailed it. As much as it's easy for us to say this, but us on the sidelines, we see a clearer picture. Such an outcome, very few have a truly happy ending.

[tgbwolf]

I actually feel Jasmine have some feelings for TS but she can't let go of the marriage totally at the moment hence the dilema now. What a thread. such a tale.

[junior_cannibal]

Originally Posted by Bigbluebird

Yeap. You nailed it. As much as it's easy for us to say this, but us on the sidelines, we see a clearer picture. Such an outcome, very few have a truly happy ending.

Ya. Let's continue to read and learn from his experience. But there again, if I am 10 or 20 years younger, chance a upon someone like Ann and her daughters, hmm.. Can enjoy the moment for a while and ditch them. Haha.

[Balashnikovy]

Awesome share bro, thanks for a very good story!

[Shrouded]

By the time I actually got into bed, it was probably time to wake up. But it was Sunday so I didn't really care.

My phone was close to dying so I plugged it in and just let it charge. The weather was strange. It had been a cool night, perfect for cycling, but when I reached home, showered, and entered my room, it was like an oven. I turned on the aircon and went to sleep. Hopefully the room would cool fast enough for me to at least have a comfortable rest.

I couldn't sleep well though, as I was awakened at around 8am by the phone vibrating non-stop. It was Alicia calling me.

I answered sleepily.

Me: Yeah?

A: Mom's back.

Me: Oh.

A: You wanna come talk to her?

Me: I barely slept.

A: Hang on.

She disappeared for awhile before returning.

A: Ok. False alarm. She's back to take clothes and her phone charger.

Me: So… extended sexcation?

A: Seems like it. Did she reply you?

I checked my phone. Nothing.

Me: Nope.

A: Ok. Then just forget it.

Me: Ok.

A: You know…

Me: What?

A: I think she's spiralling again.

Me: How can I help?

A: You can't. Not this time I think. Just let her be.

Me: Even Alan can't talk to her?

A: He tried. She's not talking to any of us. But physically she looks fine. Not walking properly though. Haha.

Me: Right. Too much info.

A: Ok. I'll let you go back to sleep.

Me: Thanks.

A: Tell me about your night with Jasmine later.

Me: How did you know I was out with her?

A: She texted me to ask me to be her alibi. We went for night cycling again.

Me: Ah. Ok.

A: Well, good night then.

I couldn't get back to sleep so I texted Ann.

It was probably an hour or so later of me watching YouTube when she replied.

A: Sorry. I need to do this. You don't have to understand or accept it.

Me: It's ok. I understand.

A: Thank you. We'll talk properly when I'm back.

Me: When will that be?

And then there was no reply.

I decided to get out of bed and bring my parents out for lunch, as seeing that come Monday, dine-in would be back to 2 persons, unless all were vaccinated. I had yet to receive my second dose.

We went for teochew porridge. Unsurprisingly, my mom got quite a few fish dishes, probably worried about the likely upcoming shortage of fish.

After lunch I headed back home.

I didn't know what to do for the rest of the day so I just rolled around in bed.

Jasmine texted me around 5pm, telling me that she took a pregnancy test, and she wasn't pregnant. I suppose that was good news. But her period was still late. Perhaps her body was adjusting to the sudden constant sex.

Felicia texted me too, saying she was sorry, she shouldn't have been so pushy with me, and she hoped that somehow we were still friends. Of course we were, nothing happened to damage the actual friendship so I guess that was that.

Alicia texted me for dinner, so I headed over to the East. Alan and Amanda joined too, all of them probably just wanting to make use of the last day of group dining in.

Alan reminded me about the car, and that they were still holding it for me. I told him I was still thinking about it. He offered to settle the downpayment for me and I would just pay the installments. I declined. I didn't really need a car right now. I guess they were really desperate to move an Off Peak car from their inventory.

Alicia ambushed me after dinner to talk about Jasmine, but I didn't really want to. It was getting a little tiring. After all, she did tell me not to wait for her. It was like she knew something, but wasn't going to tell me about it, yet wanted to know what was happening.

I took a long bus ride home just so that I could be alone. I probably should have walked instead, would probably take like 1.5-2 hours if I walked slowly. It would give me more alone time to thing about things.

It didn't really matter anyway. I had one day of work before the Public Holiday, and of course, was still waiting for Ann to have a proper talk.

Jasmine didn't text me any more that night, I guess I would see her on the morning Zoom meeting.

Yes, I'm a spare tyre for her. But being in the situation I was, and being unable to explain the feelings I somehow developed for her, a spare tyre was better than no tyre at all.

[entering]

Originally Posted by Shrouded

Yes, I'm a spare tyre for her. But being in the situation I was, and being unable to explain the feelings I somehow developed for her, a spare tyre was better than no tyre at all.

Such a sad story because on one hand we got everything a man would ask for.

On the other hand, we can't help but feel even more lonely.

[georgie1994]

i do have experience with a lady named mary in sugarbook.com, she is boring because her husband always outstation and she is still in her 20s, youf heart how can bear with boredom?

[georgie1994]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

I think he likes it. He would not stay so long if he did not enjoy what he was doing.

he is enjoying it and cannot release her. that then he continues

[georgie1994]

Originally Posted by tgbwolf

As much as the future is always uncertain, I honestly wish you would be able to settle down with J or anyone else in future whom you really love instead of being just another one.

Cheers mate.

settle down first, other things just think later on