Love-Hate-Betrayal-Regret

[divedeeper]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

Thanks for the support!

Taking a break for now though.

Attempting to pursue other interests now...

Best wishes in your other interests.

[curiouslala]

sarpork on your other interests..
but please don't hang me because i'm not a virgin anymoreee.. :P

[tuikboo]

Originally Posted by curiouslala

sarpork on your other interests..
but please don't hang me because i'm not a virgin anymoreee.. :P

Sis u r so funny...cheers

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by curiouslala

sarpork on your other interests..
but please don't hang me because i'm not a virgin anymoreee.. :P

Huh. You mean you were a virgin all this while?

[curiouslala]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

Huh. You mean you were a virgin all this while?

well, since someone make me feel like a virgin, i guess i was a virgin (again) lol

[Mafan]

Not updating any more

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by Mafan

Not updating any more

Err... No inspiration currently. Bogged down by work as well...

[Mafan]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

Err... No inspiration currently. Bogged down by work as well...

So sad hope to see more of ur work or u could wrap it up and end

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Alex always seemed to find himself in such quandaries. He wondered if it was a blessing or a curse.

His stiff rod was mere centimeters away from the warm, wet, and thoroughly inviting cave that belonged to Jessica.

Her fingers brushed against his dickhead, further spreading the pre-cum all over. Was she preparing him for entry? Or merely teasing him so much that he would willingly enter the unknown?

A: I... Made... A promise.

J: Well, I'm pretty sure I made a promise to my future husband to keep myself pure and virginal for him, that his cock would be the first and last inside my pussy.

Alex frowned.

A: That's different.

She leaned forward and kissed him gently, parting his lips with hers, tracing her tongue along them, then his teeth, then finding his.

He broke away.

A: I don't think I want to do this.

Jessica laughed.

J: You're so cute. And stupid. I'm sure others have tried, and probably failed. Yet you insist on keeping yourself for a girl who you have no clue if she kept her end of the promise.

A: Yeah.

J: You do realise that I am in control here? Your precious manhood is in my hands. One wrong move and...

A: And what? You'll hurt me?

J: Don't be silly. One wrong move and we'll be ex-virgins.

She rubbed his head against her lips. He squirmed a little as the hairs tickled him.

J: I'm so damn wet now. How is this even happening?

A: I'm damn good at this?

Jessica laughed again.

J: Without prior experience, I can't say. But my god. You're making me want you so badly.

A: But...

J: Like I said, one wrong move...

She grabbed his shaft and positioned it at the entrance, her other hand holding on the the bedframe for balance, lest the wrong move happened.

A: Jessica... I don't think-

She cut him off again, planting furious kisses on him, while rubbing her clit with his magic wand. Her juices flowed copiously. Part of her was wishing he could vibrate. The other part was cursing her hasty disposal of her vibrator after she had been caught with it.

Good Catholic girls don't masturbate, her father had said, as she stared at the floor.

Good Catholics don't use contraception either, she had wanted to rebutt. She was certain that she probably would have had more than one sibling had her father decided not to unload his seed into the numerous rubbers she had found floating in the toilet bowl.

She wondered if she could bring herself to take Alex there and then, against his will. Would it be considered rape? Probably only if he reported her to the authorities. Then again, why should he? Just because of a juvenile pact made eons ago? Then again, what if he refused to leave after she took him? She was not looking for a relationship at that point of time, and even if she was, Alex definitely did not fit the bill entirely. He was too damaged emotionally and pretty jaded even at such a young age.

They broke away from their kiss again. She climbed off him. Alex was still hard as a rock, and as dumb as one.

J: I'm not about to be another one of your cuddle buddies, or blowjob buddy. Frankly, I don't even know how to suck a cock properly.

A: I could let you practice on me.

J: That's the lamest thing I've ever heard. Besides, I want to be satisfied too. Fully.

A: Well...

J: Your tongue and fingers are magic, that I do admit. But every girl wants something more.

A: I know.

J: And since you're adamant on keeping your promise. What will we be? What can we be?

A: Er...

J: I'll tell you upfront I don't want a boyfriend. And I think you'll be a terrible boyfriend anyway, given your current mindset and situation.

Alex thought about it for awhile.

A: We'll just be friends then?

Jessica smiled.

J: You sure about that? We could be fuck buddies. We could take each other's virginity right here and now. We could be fucking till the sun rises and sets.

Now Alex was confused. What exactly was Jessica trying to do?

Again, it was not as though he was in short supply of girls who wanted his cock. But with Jessica, it would start innocently, with both of them exploring their sexuality with each other, both learning along the way, gaining experience for whatever came next.

But was this what he really wanted?

[Mafan]

Welcome back

[HANDFUL]

welcome back TS

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Jessica got off him and lit another stick, offering him one as well.

They stood by the window, puffing on their cigarettes and flicking the ashes, watching it float down below.

J: So, I guess nothing is happening?

A: I really do want to keep my promise to her.

Jessica sighed.

J: Wanna know why I'm still a virgin?

Alex shrugged.

A: Why?

Jessica took a long drag.

J: I've never been the type who was actually interested in guys. Nor girls. And no one was interested in me either.

A: Boyfriends?

J: None. No girlfriends either, in case you're wondering.

A: Nope. Wasn't wondering.

J: I've never been that interested in sex anyway. Since there was no one to do it with. Although I did experiment a lot.

A: Why are you willing to do it with me then?

J: Honestly, I don't know. Maybe because you're pretty cute. Maybe because you know how to turn me on. Maybe because you claim to be a virgin as well.

A: But I am!

J: With skills like that, no one will believe you. No way to verify either.

A: You got a point there.

J: Yeah. But it doesn't matter.

A: Why not?

J: It's not me you want. And for me, frankly anyone will do. As long as the chemistry is right.

A: I see.

J: If you really want that girl, you need to man up and go for it. No point whining about it, yet carrying on with your other cuddle buddies. I'm sure they want more from you.

A: Yeah. I don't know how that happened.

J: Yeah right. You're horny, they're horny. Somewhere along the way things will happen.

A: Are you horny?

J: You mean right now?

A: Yup.

J: I was. You made me want you inside me so badly. And I don't have my vibrator anymore.

A: Oh. But you're not horny anymore?

J: The feeling is going away. Or I'll probably use my fingers later.

A: Do you want me to make you cum?

J: No.

A: Why not?

J: Cos I know I'll want your dick inside me.

A: I'm good with my tongue and fingers.

J: I know. But if you're gonna make me horny and crave for you, you better be prepared to go all the way.

A: Hmmm.

J: Don't think about it. Settle your issues with that girl and get out of this rut you're in. It would be a lot better for everyone.

A: I guess you're right.

They finished up their cigarettes and Alex turned to leave. Jessica grabbed his arm.

J: Why don't you stay? I've never had a guy cuddle me to sleep before.

Alex blushed.

A: Ok.

She crawled into bed.

A: Aren't we getting dressed?

J: For bed? No.

A: Why not?

J: I always sleep naked.

A: Oh. Ok.

He climbed in after her and lay down.

She turned to face him and lay her head in his chest, her hands sliding down his toned body. Alex felt himself twitch a little. Jessica felt it too. Her hands wandered towards his stiffening cock. His hands cupped her breasts, fingers brushing lightly against her nipples.

J: Hmm... Why are we starting again?

A: I have no idea. You touched me first.

J: Don't be a kid.

She stretched upwards to kiss him, gently at first, then more passionately. She felt him harden exponentially in her tiny hands. One of his slid downwards to her hairy bush. He felt the wetness and gently inserted a finger. She moaned and bit his lip.

They continued kissing until they fell asleep, never going further than kissing and mutual masturbation.

Strangely for Alex, he was enjoying this way more than whatever happened with Karen, Brenda or Christine. The innocence of it reminded him of his times with Jane.

He needed to make a decision soon.

[HANDFUL]

thanks TS !! Thanks for coming on so fast

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by HANDFUL

thanks TS !! Thanks for coming on so fast

Lol. I feel stalked.

[HANDFUL]

hahaha..
early camper lah.,... always refreshing for updates !!