My innocent virgin ex GF got fucked by

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Originally Posted by 1231231233

she was quiet….

me : so how’s your S ? closed the loop already?

she let go of my hand, turned a little, looked out of the window.

Here we go again! she simply cannot hide her guilt, and i think she cannot control her sexual appetite also. i think she really like indians? Raj had certainly messed her up bad, and now S is a perfect mixed between Raj and you and much younger too.

Lets braised ourselves for the ride again!

After this story(i can feel that its coming to an end soon), looking forward to your Story with XY which i believe is your previous thread " CB colleague"

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me : what’s wrong? something happened?

her : nope. he’s not very balanced.

me : did you meet him?

she laughed and shook her head. it was a laugh of frustration…

her : I know you are tired. you made a lot of effort for me this morning… but let’s just enjoy dinner later.

me : did you???

her : why don’t you calm yourself down and think, where I was the whole day. where I was just now. have I been out of reach from you? do I have access to my own condo?

me : how I know?

she let go of my hand.

her : focus on driving…

me : why can’t you tell me straight???

her : I don’t even know why you are asking in the first place.. just stay calm and think about the events of today.. yesterday….

me : stop telling me to stay calm.

her : ok. let’s not talk until we reach. thanks for breakfast this morning. it was really sweet and loving….

me : ok.

her : anything nice you want to say to me?

me : I thought you said don’t talk until we reach?

she smacked my hand damn hard, I sort of raised my voice at her about it being dangerous. The traffic jam was just frustrating. We both fell quiet.

a few minutes later, my phone rang. I answered with the car speaker.

Teo : bro.

me : hey. how? I’m in the car with #6 by the way.

teo : oh hi sis.

her : hello.

teo : bro, no sign leh. maybe moved already?

me : where you?

teo : bus stop.

me : you try taking a look? go to the unit. 74. second turn. see the front got bicycle, the shoes also.

teo : ok. call you back. sorry for disturbing.

her : not disturbing at all. your buddy misses you badly.

teo : ah ok. miss you two too. talk later.

me : you don’t rush. you are panting. take it slow..

teo : love you both.

he hung up as I turned into the carpark.

me : do you think we can still get a table?

her : I am ok with eating anywhere else.

me : Drove all the way here le.

her : why are you so angsty?

me : cos you are avoiding my question.

her : but it’s a question you can answer yourself.

me : I don’t get why you just can’t give me s straight answer. like you don’t want to lie to my face.

her : because your question is insulting. it’s petty. and you didn’t even appreciate that I went home to change just to make you excited.

me : I appreciate ok. but it’s a misunderstanding. I like the picture, I was just busy with work and didn’t really check the group chat.

her : teo did.

me : then you go have dinner with him lo.

her : he’s not the one I love.

me : ok. i’m sorry. it was a stupid question.

her : so you want to admit you are not ok yet? with my mistake.

me : i told you, I don’t blame you. it’s my fault at first…. anyway. let’s go eat somewhere else? my old house that area.

her : why?

me : i’m worried for teo.

her : ok. but we are not going home with him tonight, promise?

me : yup ok.

I started driving, called teo in the process.

me : bro where you?

teo : erm, still walking. a bit far.

me : I’m driving you. we have dinner with you there.

teo : eh no need. you two go have your dinner.

me : it’s ok . don’t want you to be alone.

teo : it’s ok. don’t come. I want to be alone.. really. you two go eat. bye.

he hung up. it was frustrating, I thought that was an escape. but once again, I was sort of trapped with my fiancé. I wasn’t sure what to do with her. she held my hand.

her : let’s go for dinner. we just enjoy the meal. you love the food here. me too. no need to talk about anything.

me : ok. but you just lied about loving the food here.

her : yup I did. and i know you know.

I reparked the car and we went up. she let the strap slide out of her dress on purpose as she walked in front of me….. in the long lift ride up, I hugged her from behind and pulled her strap out to look.. she pulled her rubber band down and saw her remove her specs and handed it to me to keep for her in my pants pocket.

me : new again?

her : yup. your fav. keep you interested ma.

me : don’t need la… but ok. I don’t mind.

she gently nudge me away.

me : why? you angry?

her : no ah. I think you might enjoy Z a bit tonight…

me : oh ok…. you are right. fuck. i feel like bringing you home to f you jialat jialat now…

her : you continue to talk like that lo… see if that will really happen. I dare you…..


at dinner… after we finally got a table from a very upset manager because we were late… and we ordered…

her : so how have you been?

me : huh?

her : you are J right? or K?

me : oh…. erm… ok….J then … oh.. me ah.. erm quite ok. just changed company recently.

her : oh. what happened?

I thought of telling her about ber, but given how the evening has went, I decided against it.

me : some colleague drama. it’s better to leave it behind. how about you? are you seeing anyone now?

her : actually. yes…

she looked down…

me : oh. really. congrats.

her : thanks.

me : you ok? you sound upset.

her : nothing.

I realised what seh was doing…

me : so how long you’ve two been dating?

her : a month plus.

me : wow. still honeymoon period.

her : erm not really.

me : why?

her : don’t think he’s that into me.

me : how can that be. you look so different now. even more chio than before.

her : haha thanks. what about you? are you dating anyone?

me : oh. erm……. actually, I’m quite close to someone, but she’s attached…

the look on her face, she was shocked and also wondering if I was just making things up..

her : oh ok. tell me about it?

our appetisers came. we ate…

her : so, what do you mean by she’s attached?

me : oh. she lives near me. bumped into her while jogging, but she’s engaged to my colleague, you remember ??? I mentioned him to you before in the past.

her : nope. no memory. so you are dating her?

me : her name is xy…. her fiancé ??? is a horrible person, it’s complicated… there’s so much shit he does behind her back and she is clueless about it.

her : oh. then have you told her? she deserves to know the truth.

me : yup I agree. but i’m not sure. she’s pretty determined to get married as her parents are not old and not well also.

her : oh. then you intended to marry her? you love her?

me : no la. just hanging out. why you use past tense….

her : oh. nothing. hungry.

we both ate and our mains came. didn’t say much..

me : then what about you? you gonna marry this guy?

her : maybe? nobody else lining up to marry me either. so, maybe no choice. you know my mother...

me : huh. you also? don’t la. you deserve true love…

she looked at me, a bit of tears in her eyes.

her : yup. but he seems to have found someone else. so… no choice. that’s my life.

me : don’t say that la. you will find true love and be happy.

I reached for her hand and she let me hold.

her : oh dear, am I cheating… is this cheating?

me : haha no la. we are friends what…. (i lowered my breath) but later tonight you will be cheating jialat jialat with me..

her : erm, what did you say?

me : nothing nothing.

I gave her a cheeky grin…

we ate like normal, skipped dessert and dragged her straight back to the car.

in the lift……

her : hey, it’s ok I can walk..

me : no la. you are drunk. let me help you in case you fall….

her : lol. we didn’t even drink.

me : but maybe you tired. let me hold you.

her : erm… ok…….. you are very close to me.

me : we are friends what…

her : erm ok.

I smelled her neck and her hair. fucking turned on by her. I opened the car door for her, before she got in, I pressed her against the back door and locked lips with her and kissed her cheeks and neck

her : what are you doing???

me : i never stopped loving you…..

her : huh… but no. i’m attached.. i can’t….

me : give me another chance ok? leave him… be with me…

her : wait wait. slow down. send me home first. i need time to think about this……..

me : ok ok.. sorry. i lost control…. haven’t seen you for so long. so much feelings came back…

her : erm thank you… take me home, now.

I drove back quickly. thankfully the route back had little to no jam. we talked a little in the car, about the past. nothing about present…….

me : sorry ah. show you my new place first.

her : oh ok. wow. you all strike lottery ah?

me : haha. something like that…. you remember my mother? she’s in the living room, go say hi?

her : oh sure. I miss her….

I went upstairs first and waited for her. she rushed up actually. I held her hand and brought her into our room.

me : so. this is my room.

her : wow. it looks different. actually I’ve been here before, think you forgot….

me : oh yeah…. so how. can you give me another chance?

her : there’s something I need to tell you first….

me : oh ok.

her : a few days after I dated this current bf, I got drunk and accidentally let him… get intimate…….

me : oh ok…. why you tell me that for?

her : cos i needed you to know first? before you sure you want to be with me again?

me : erm. ok… actually.. i also had past relationships… we all have our own pasts.. it’s ok….

her : oh.. didn’t know that. thought i was your first?

me : nope. so how was your experience with him? being intimate.

her : erm.. don’t judge. he’s good…but he treats me badly…. but I don’t know why I keep letting him also…

me : wow, he must be damn good and damn big size down there.

her : nope. quite small. don’t know. maybe I’m attracted to him and his body….. skin color….

me : oh? so how. you still want to be with me?

her : i’ve only ever loved you….

I stripped her immediately, removed her dress..

me : wow, your lingerie … now.. so hot…

her : no choice. he thinks i’m unattractive, if I don’t dress up, he won’t feel attracted to me.

me : you won’t have that problem with me…….

I was about to throw her on our bed.

her : put sheets.

me : oh yeah.

i quickly grabbed one that was already placed conveniently, which I prepared in anticipation of such moments. spread it nicely, turned and was ready to bang her


her : wait. or do in shower ? you know.. like….

me : oh yeah. better.

I brought her into the shower, continued to kiss……. somehow, those moments of reality made me lose my mood. she sensed it too.

me : erm… so other than this guy, you dated anyone else?

she looked at me…. paused from stripping me down…. then fully stripped me….

her : actually, there was one more guy….. my property agent.

me : oh ok… ( continued to kiss her neck ) so when was the last time you met him?

she stopped me from kissing him, then pulled me by my erected penis towards the toilet bowl. she sat down and started to kiss my cock…

her : this afternoon.. lunch.

me : lunch?? and? anything happened?

her : yup. she expressed his feelings for me ( continued to suck my cock) i was touched. we kissed… he brought me to hotel……… i sucked his cock…… we made love……

me : erm ok …. ahhhhh… ahhhh…. fuck.. stop stop.

she sucked me so nice and well.. I stopped her, carried her up and brought her back to the bed…. spread her legs, pulled her thong aside and penetrate her hard. started to fuck and ram. we didn’t kiss…. she looked up at me……. that slut face of hers… fuck! this fucking slut… I lifted her hips higher, rammed her harder and jammed my whole cock inside. just give it to her. i didn’t care about her gspot at all…..

somehow.

I cummed in minutes………

i pulled out, lay on the bed….. she wanted to hug me but i pushed her away….

she got up, went to my desk took something and came back.

she had her phone in her hands, heard her unlock, swipe a bit…… then left her phone on my stomach and went to shower.


I took a look at it…..

it was her chat history with S.

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Originally Posted by 1231231233

her : yup. she expressed his feelings for me ( continued to suck my cock) i was touched. we kissed… he brought me to hotel……… i sucked his cock…… we made love……

me : erm ok …. ahhhhh… ahhhh…. fuck.. stop stop.

she sucked me so nice and well.. I stopped her, carried her up and brought her back to the bed…. spread her legs, pulled her thong aside and penetrate her hard. started to fuck and ram. we didn’t kiss…. she looked up at me……. that slut face of hers… fuck! this fucking slut… I lifted her hips higher, rammed her harder and jammed my whole cock inside. just give it to her. i didn’t care about her gspot at all…..

somehow.

I cummed in minutes………

i pulled out, lay on the bed….. she wanted to hug me but i pushed her away….

she got up, went to my desk took something and came back.

she had her phone in her hands, heard her unlock, swipe a bit…… then left her phone on my stomach and went to shower.


I took a look at it…..

it was her chat history with S.

wow man, mindblowing twist. hope she is just bullshitting and fabricated the encounter wanting to confirm your kink. but if she really did that unable to control herself, than hmmmm.

seems that she also confirmed her preferred "color"

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ok, i read back the last 2 post again.
she skipped lunch twice.... "today" and "yesterday"
i believe there's an encounter yesterday, think she really scare she will do the wrong thing that's why giving you procession of the card and keys.
but still ended up doing it....

But its really compelling that she managed to be so loving and acting normal despite all these.

plus her "sore", wow so many man in 2 days. confirm sore lor. all big monsters also.

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As I scrolled, I realised how fucked I was... fucking fucked up.....

My fiancé has not replied S a single message ever since she showed me and gave me the key cards.


— Last night

S : who is the other guy?

S : Please reply me

S : I am not stalking you. I only saw because I went back to take my stuff and return your stuff.

— past midnight

S : I’m not judging, I just want to talk

S : I’ve always been a gentleman towards you even when you weren’t ready to have a proper adult relationship with me I think I deserve a reply


— This morning til evening.. messages from him once every few hours.

S : Hello?

S : I’ll let you have time to be ready, please get back to me when your are ready.

S : Come on girl, I deserve closure. Please don’t just ignore me.


— 15 minutes ago…

S : was that first guy really your fiancé? If it’s my skills you are dissatisfied with, I will learn and improve ok? Just give me another chance.



I checked her call list. I was stupid, she could have erased, but I realised i’ve been an idiot….. she came out of the shower…

her : go shower. I want to sleep already.

me : i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.

her : it’s ok. I know you haven’t move past it. just listen to me in future, I don’t mean that i’m always right, but maybe do listen to what I say and think about it when it comes to such things. don’t just shift your feelings aside.

me : ok. i’m sorry. can i hug?

her : no. you go shower first.

me : you should reply him though.

her : yes. he is a lot nicer to me than you have been after this morning’s breakfast you know?

me : yes I know. I did something else also. stupid thing.

her : what?

she started to fold the spare sheets, bending over in the light green camisole. fuck! she’s fucking hot!

me : I went to your condo and installed hidden cam after lunch with teo today.

her : oh……. it’s ok. but we have to remove if someone rents.

me : wait what. you aren’t angry???? It’s like I don’t trust you leh.

her : I know ah, and you need time to trust me back. I get that. I get worried when you disappear too, you realise? I also checked your location before without your knowledge….. and I did it today again.

me : oh. that’s why you called me when I was at your place?

her : yup. I’m sorry. but I didn’t check your credit card. can only do that on your comp. hehe. so how?

me : how what?

her : you angry with me? for checking your location?

me : nope. but you are reacting better than I am… you are so calm. goodness.

her : cos you are very sticky and needy to me. you realise?

me : what? i’m sticky and needy?

her : go bath la. let me reply him ok. or you prefer I reply with you beside.

me : no no. go ahead. take your time. I do trust you ok. but you are right. i need a bit more time, to behave normally.

I went to shower, feeling fucking relieved. and fucking fortunate. what the fuck just happened???? I am swearing so much, because in that moment, it was seriously stunning. like my jaw dropped. i can’t believe what happened just happened. i can’t believe, was this what love truly is? it’s so shocking? true love? I was tired from the ejaculation, fuck getting old sucks… I showered quickly, got dressed and joined her in the bed. she was still texting.

me : can i hug you now?

her : what if I say no?

me : pleaseee? i cannot take it already.

she saw the tears in my eyes…

her : huh why are you crying???

me : touched? goodness. i still cannot believe you react so well.

her : it’s my role to balance you, make you calm when you are not, make you better when you are already good.

me : wah lao. you read some model wife handbook is it????

her : nope. it’s what you’ve done for me. you realise?

me : actually. no. I just did what i thought would make you feel…….. eh fuck. you are right. but I didn’t have those planned or articulated out.

her : don’t swear please.

me : sorry sorry. can I hug you now?

her : you read first.

she handed me the phone and sat up, leaned against the back of the bed… i lay beside her, leaned on her arm, but she wrap it around me, like I was the wife and she was the husband… I looked at her phone, it was the chat with S.

me : can I look at this instead?

I pointed at her firm breasts under the camisole. her nipples were erected. fucking hot.

her : no. don’t avoid. ok? just read.

me : I really trust you.

her : I cannot be trusted fully also. read now.

me : ok ok…


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S : was that first guy really your fiancé? If it’s my skills you are dissatisfied with, I will learn and improve ok? Just give me another chance.

her : yes he is my fiancé. it’s not just about skills, it’s love. but skills wise, he surely doesn’t lack. Sorry you had to hear me being taken by him…

her : see his fat ass? and my big ring?

her : [image of me going towards the toilet, with her hand and the wedding ring]

S : oh so you live with him now?

her : yup. that’s why I asked you to help me find potential tenants.

S : then who is the other guy?

her : his buddy. I was consoling him. What did you see?

S : I saw you being very close with him in the pool. I left immediately. it was too painful to watch.

her : oh ok. my hubby was there also.

S : you sure?

her : [screen shot of chat in our group]
========= group chat

her : [image of them sitting side by side one a bar couch, Teo leaning on her shoulder, face half red]

teo : don’t worry bro, only chatting as friends.

me : it’s ok one leh. you are her other husband liao

her : rubbish. no ring. not counted.

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S : you guys are crazy.

her : it’s our lives right?

S : so you fucked him too?

her : is that really any of your business??

S : yes.

her : why ?

S : you said you loved me.. you led me on.

her : are you sure I did? I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t say that to someone who daringly asked for a non committal relationship with me.

a few minutes later…

S : ok you are right. but I seriously love you now. did you ever love me?

her : I liked you, I won’t lie. I still like you but I’m sorry, I love my hubby. it’s totally different. in fact, I’m confident enough to show him our chat once he has showered.

S : come on. the way you blew me that night… the way we made love, you were so passionate…. you were so good… i knew you couldn’t resist me… I knew you love me. and i fell in love with you also. please. tell me the truth..

her : i am telling you the truth. I really love him. and it’s nothing near how I feel for you. i can’t live without him. I’m sorry ok, I sort of used you to get back at him because I was really upset with him for accidentally sleeping with someone else.. I wanted to also use you to convince myself to give him up so he can be with someone I thought he’d be better off with… I shouldn’t have done that.

S : then do that. you be with me, let him be with whoever that woman he cheated on you with!

her : I can’t… I can’t live without him.

S : erm ok. then if he lets you fuck his buddy, can I convince him to be part of this arrangement? or for you to come use me whenever you two quarrel?

her : Please take a moment to read what you just sent, and how insulting it is to me. and then take another moment to think about it. Good night.

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me : you turned on airplane mode?

her : yup, I’m done with talking him tonight..

me : wah, the way you reply him, it sounds like you are upset with him also. like jabbing him a bit here and there.

her : hehe. really ah. i guess so. I’m not very nice anyway, you should know that by now. especially towards my ex… well, he’s not really an ex also. but never mind doesn’t matter….

me : so you still like him?

her : yup. he’s nice to me what..

me : yup I understand.

her : what about you, you still like #5?

me : like? not sure if I like. she’s so drama. and emo. and needy.

her : if she spreads her legs and whines to you again, will you be tempted?

me : i guess so. but depends…. if I’m still with you.

her : if we just quarrelled?

me : i won’t lie. tempted is there. but to actually do, if sober think not. but drunk. maybe I might be weak.

her : ok. thanks for being honest. you know why I insisted on giving you my key card and keys?

me : not really. to make me feel at ease?

her : nope. i can always really go hotel with him what.

me : true. then what is it?

her : I also don’t trust myself. so you are right a bit.

me : why leh?

her : I won’t specially go and meet him. but if I’m in a room with him, and he makes a move on me. I might not be able to push him away… out of guilt maybe? a bit of lust also.

me : oh. was he really that good in bed?

her : nope. but he reminds me of you…. and i think… i might have attraction to his race……… you upset?

me : no leh. no judging la. gosh. who are you sia?

her : i thought you said no judging?

me : no no, I meant, being so honest. goodness. i’m so fu… I mean super super tired physically.. but I want to talk to you the whole night…..

her : same. you feel comfortable?

me : yup, your side and boobs nice to lean on haha.

her : not comfortable for meeeeee… I want to lie on your side and boob.

me : WHAT BOOB???

i tickled her… we looked at each other and kissed. it felt right again….

me : shit man. you make me fucking horny again…..

her : cannot la. keep doing. we will overdo… must let the lust build up. more fun..

me : i hate that, but I agree with you…. but sorry. if we gonna have the rest of this talk, i need to be inside you……

her : erm ok… but not pushing. I’m tired….

me : how do we get comfortable…….

her : i think i have to be on top of you?

me : you did this with anyone before?

her : with who? raj? you think he wants o talk with me? S? you think we made enough love to do this?

me : ok ok…

I help her ride me from on top, but she didn’t ride, she leaned forward and hug me…

me : not very comfortable for you right??

her : yup. you need to sit more upright.

she help me put more pillows behind my back….

me : ok .. much better…. you ok?

her : yup. you?

me : very song. i love it. gosh you are wet again.

her : it’s your semen from earlier. but yup. turned on also. hehe. from talking with you. not what we are talking about…

me : ok ok. back to … erm…. ok being honest… ok wait my turn. actually, I’m also attracted to malay too… indian as well, but the really fair kinds………….

her : you dated before?

me : yup….. one was a neighbour, when I was much younger, in the previous house…. she needed help to tutor her son…. it was her second marriage, to a much older guy….

her : oh ok… erm.. are you hard now because I’m kissing you or because you are thinking of her???

me : both?

her : tskkk….. but ok. thanks for being honest.

me : it’s normal right.

her : suppressing my petty feeling.. but you are right…….. and also…. your penis feels just nice. hehe.

me : teo’s is too big right?

her : ahah. maybe… but I don’t like his because it’s big. it’s the good feeling I feel for him.

me : haha.. now my turn to suppress my pettiness… hehe.

her : then indian?

me : erm….. don’t judge……. it was my friend’s mother…… i worked for her at a part time job for many months. she asked me to replace her husband for a trip which he backed out last minute….. during the trip, we got drunk and intimate. but I admit to you, I already had those thoughts and intent when I agreed to go….. she was angry with her husband also, for many years…..

her : what….. how much older?

me : i’m not sure. at least 20 - 25. she gave birth early… at most 30 years older….

her : wow…. erm ok…… but I guess, that’s a guy’s fantasy…..

me : yup yup. plus, she’s really pretty!

her : dear ah… you … sharing too muchhhhhh.. i’m so jealousssssss….

me : your turn to tell me? erm….

her : I don’t have anyone else already!

me : but you feel more attracted to indians? then L?

her : erm. he is skinny…. i think because of you, I’m attracted to bigger guys… he was sweet la, I was tempted to date him but it was just to spite raj, and also you know, to still feel that I’m still connected to him. that’s why I quickly rush to S…. i’m mean la, made use of S, but then again, he wanted to make use of me in a way too. so , it wasn’t that guilty.

me : how many time you did with S? can refresh my memory?

her : erm…. before I share anything, I want you to remember this ok. (she used her index finger and thumb to show me about 5-6cm long….) with S, almost did at first, but he licked me until I …. orgasmed… I was able to stop him from doing more.. told him I wasn’t ready… he was ok, understanding, told me to take my time. I was guilty, I blew him…. we oral during that time…. one week i think. felt like a couple, went for class together…. and how you know about the photo ah?

me : tsk.. don’t break story, I tell you later.. quick continueeeee…

I continued to give her love bites all over her neck..

her : erm…. but he had reserve…….. super sway. and that week, just had to hear about the rumour #1 spread. about me and a client. she was just very upset I could close the deal without doing what she has always been doing……….. I was really in distraught, because some colleagues chose to believe her. they didn’t shame me or what, but the way they looked at me…… i felt so lonely and needy…. I transferred raj petrol money, told him to come over and take his things. actually nothing. when he came over…… he hugged me from behind, I couldn’t resist already. just let him... without condom also….….. nearly almost let him do anal again. but that was too extreme for me, I stopped him and kicked him out…. when S came back from his reserve, i was so guilty…. i do with him lo… but made sure he used condoms… but S, don’t need to remind him. he will use, he’s cared of being tied down with a baby. I also went for check up.. the std kind. not pregnancy…….. that weekend we did a lot of times. he’s very very horny…. never even go out much… he went to get the food, he’s sweet like you ma….. but monday, tuesday.. they suggest you know, get in touch with you again. I broke with S lo. immediately….. erm… the weekend, lonely ma, you didn’t reply or unblock…… i find S again. drunk called you remember…. he was licking me when I was calling you. but i pushed him away…. morning he wanted one last time, i let him do out of guilt…. ordered new mattress….. then erm… no more already…. until the #5 incident….

me : how many times? that weekend?

her : he come over in the morning….. one round…. the love bites…….. you didn’t text me the whole morning and noon…. i did another round with him out of spite…… that night, you didn’t chase me to drive me home… let me grab home so late on my own….. i did one more round with him out of spite. but he no energy, licked me super long until midnight… i couldn’t sleep. texted you lo……. hehe I remembered that moment…. i actually missed your big one and skills while he was licking me…… so bad until I texted you… weak for you ok.

me : wah. hearing all this. a bit hurtful, but i’m glad my cock is inside you….. still locked by you…. then then?

i continued to kiss her gently on her neck… slow kisses here and there….

[1231231233]

her : when you replied at 11am… i got paranoid. thought you spent the night with someone…. i asked him for another round………. but you won my heart back… before shopping for furniture… after the dinner… you suggest for us to date again… when I went back up, S wanted. I was guilty, used period as excuse but use hand to help him.. but he aroused me until l blew him. very ashamed of that. that’s when I really realised, I had weakness towards his skin color……… found it very arousing.. i’m sorry…. the next day, even though we had a nice date, i blew him also. out of guilt… and lust…… but after seeing you beside #3 …… i think i went overboard… pretended with S like I really loved him. it was quite dramatic, i think i was too animated. made him misunderstand…………sorry ok. I wanted myself to believe I can be with S and replace you with him to have the courage to let you go.... i think i cried a bit.. he probably thought, I was in love with him….. cos he hugged me super tight after that…….. but that’s all.

me : wow. that’s a lot to take in……

her : yeah lo, you stopped kissing me since I mention my weakness…… you ready to sleep or? it’s getting late….

me : I like how much we are sharing leh……. anymore?

her : erm…

me : wait. then who you are more attracted to? raj or S?

her : ……. erm….. S reminds me A LOT about you…

me : so you are saying he’s me, with skin color that you are attracted to la? like an upgrade la????

her : noooooo…. hehe.. you are different. but perhaps, thankfully his isn’t big like yours…

me : wah laooooo…… erm ok…. so who? raj or S?

her : I never thought about it…… but maybe raj? cos of the fan jian feeling? (taboo in chinese) like any attention from him is harder to come by….

me : i understand….

her : what about you? any dark secrets?

me : not dark la…. but actually, I think I better tell you now.

her : what?

me : I told you earlier… the girl Teo is going after… xy….. she married the cb colleague of ours…. out of spite and dulan, I actually tried to go after her…………… (I told her the whole story with xy…. how we ‘dated’ as friends, common interests…. how I eventually fucked her, but found out she fucked me out of guilt cos she lost her virginity to the asshole out of guilt because of me…. i begged her not to marry him but she didn’t have the courage to break up their engagement, chose to foolishly out of guilt, pressure from family and tradition)

her : wow. so if she had left him for you, then…. you’d be married to her already?

me : probably.

her : she sounds sweet and nice.

me : yup she is. sweeter and nicer than you.

her : erm ok….. and also, why are you getting hard again? it went soft when you talk about xy…….

me : it was real ma. yup. a bit painful also. but also, you must realise, I wasn’t sure about marrying her either, it was more of, didn’t want her to marry an asshole. Not once did I think about buying a ring for her, I didn’t do it also… and now i’m hard cos i’m thinking how glad i was that it didn’t happen.

her : but isn’t she nicer and sweeter than me?

me : yup she is. but i love you. the so many different versions of you. that torture you make me feel… addictive…..

her : maybe I should do now hor?

me : no please…..

her : so teo going after her? why?

me : cos she reminds him of you perhaps? that’s why I told him to take it slow.

her : that’s not very right…..

me : [i filled her in about Teo, what he told me in the noon…. about #3 also…]

her : yup. he shouldn’t rush. you check in on him tmr morning ok?

me : sure.

her : but if he really ends up with her… how. weird for you?

me : hahahahhahaa. erm. see her, maybe like you said, good feeling? but it’s been some time. and also. i’m too needy and sticky to you…….

her : ok… anymore?

me : [I told her about ber… how I almost fucked her first, but let teo bring her off that night instead, cos deep down, I didn’t trust her… how her chose career progression over me, even though she professed some feelings….]

her : erm ok….. so much info tonight….. shit so late already. but i’m wide awake….. why you share so much???

me : I think cos…… for the first time, wait. don’t be angry ok?

her : ok.

me : for the first time, I was fully convinced… i mean…. just now… i fully felt that you love me…. like it finally broke through my doubts and my own insecurities about you looking down on me.

her : you are lucky i’m tired to smack you….

she was just leaning on my shoulder… licking my nipple for fun….

me : wait, how are your knees?

her : very sore.

me : you want to get up already? I’m done sharing le…….

her : erm………… I think it’s time I tell you……………

i waited for her to finish, but it took her damn long. she stopped licking my nipple. she was just hugging me, looking downwards, I couldn’t see her face…….

me : are you ok?

her : ….. (sniffs)…… (shook her head)…… no………

me : slowly ok………

still nothing…. just tears dripping down my chest. I hugged her damn tight, fucking worried. cock shrunk. her pussy felt so dry….. kept smelling her hair and kissing her head, tried to lift her chin but she refused… just hugged me tight……. she started to tremble a bit….

me : i’m here ok…. i love you.. i love you so much…..

i don’t know why, I started to cry also… she felt my tears on her hair…. she looked up and check and wiped my tears. i saw her eyes, fully red… cheeks all wet.

her : huh…. (deep sniffs) why you cry???

me : I don’t know.. i feel your pain….

she looked down straight again…..

me : take your time ok. we got all night. take leave tmr also can….

she nodded her head….. started to calm a bit more…..

me : do you remember? the first time you felt like, my full love?

she nodded immediately……

me : when?

her : many times.

me : but first?

her : at #5 wedding….. outside the lobby…… when you cheered me up after #1 made me feel humiliated….

me : what….. so lame leh… I only said stuff.. not like…. erm…. ok……

her : don’t laugh la. it meant a lot to me ok…..

me : ok ok….. see, you remember that moment…. now you are much better already…….

she looked up at me again…… her face…..

me : wah…….. you just fell in love with me again! muahahahaha…

her : urhhhhhhh… don’t ruin the moment!!!!

me : ok ok. why ah?

her : it’s how you made me feel……. so much better… so easily……….

me : take your time ok….. it’s time you tell me. obviously you’ve kept it to yourself for way too long.

she fell silent again…….

me : you want me to pull out?

she shook her head hard and hugged me tight……. i felt my chest wet again….

her : …….. (hard crying… like she did when I jibed her after fucking #1 and #5 ……. I pat her back and hugged her really tight….. i started to sniff too……) … i’m sorry. i’m sorry…… don’t cry… wait……. (she took in long and hard breaths after my advice)…………… #1 wasn’t wrong…………..

me : about…….

her : me ………. and the……….. client……………

my heart didn’t sink. but i was stunned. i couldn’t think also, didn’t register any thought process, or thought mapping… didn’t try to guess what happened…. what…..

me : breath ok…. take it slow…no rush………… i’m here. i’m here. forever. forever with you….

I hugged he even tighter….

her : he……… he raped me……………….

me : huh… when? did you call police?

her : no……….

me : why not? wait sorry. i’m asking too much. you take your time and share ok… say it out. you need to say it out. i swear, i won’t react or over react at all …. i mean won’t over react or even react at all. just here to hug you, listen. hug you more…. and to marry you soon…. fuck. we really need to set wedding date already. i can’t wait liao . i just want to marry you. but you take care of the stupid ceremony ok.

her : (sniffs and let out cough/laughs) me too… no need ceremony also can.

me : hey hey hey. i’m just kidding….. our wedding… i will chu pattern liao liao until you cry like no tomorrow….. haha.

her : no need. really……..

me : you can try and stop me when the time comes….

her : i think i’m ready…..

me : to marry me? only now???? not when I propose???

her : no…. tsk… i mean. ready to talk about it…….

me : ok. take your time.

she finally looked me in the eyes…. then looked away…. i just kept smelling her hair… wet with my own tears…

me : oh my gosh. i’m so fucking stupid.. gosh gosh… fuck! i’m so stupid… that’s what you meant by power taken away from you. (she nodded her head animatedly and hugged me tight) FUCKKKk oh my gosh oh my gosh. i’m so sorry!!!!!

her : no no no. it’s not your fault. too much was happening already….

me : eh no hor. i only say i’m a idiot, i didn’t say it’s my fault leh.. you ah….

her : tsk…. i know you are trying to be annoying. no you are not an idiot.

me : i’m your idiot… .forever ……

her : ok ok….. i’m ok already………….

me : you want to talk about it?

her : erm……. not sure.

me : take your time….

her : they assigned me to him, because they realise #1 ’s dealings with him hasn’t exactly been optimised. #1 has been giving him a lot of leeways on processes and pricing. They wanted me to make sure that the deal was done right….. actually, #5 and #4 did warn me repeatedly. i was so stubborn and ambitious, I didn’t listen to them, thought I could convince him using the proper way…

me : wait, who is this him. this client.

her : he’s from …….. … uncle old man, but not that old. MCP, rich and successful version of raj. He wasn’t even listening to any of the plans I proposed, just insisted that I dine with him… I thought, i was dressed like Y… back then… he’s not interested in me at all… he kept making me drink……. like forcing me… i felt so giddy and sleepy. i put my head on the table to rest… next thing I knew was, being thrown on a bed……. i was very very giddy…….. he used some vibrating thing on me until i felt like throwing up……. then………………….

me : he spread your arms and pressed on top of you?

she nodded her head, breaking out in tears again… digging her head in my chest….. i hugged her as tight as i could… then pat on her back…..

her : i was very giddy, but i could see his face. blurry. but ….. i can remember still… til today……..

me : was his very big?

her : no. small. like S…

me : ok. doesn’t matter….. say it all out. get it all out tonight. so you can move on. we can move on stronger…….

her : he just force himself on me. until he…. shot…… then he used his vibrating small thing, pushed inside me and use until i passed out………. when I woke up, he didn’t even care that I was crying. still walking naked around the suite. He brought the contract over, threw beside me. I told him I wanted to call the police. He told me he had friends to vouch for him that I left the restaurant hugging him, kissing him. and if I report him to the police, my career will be over. my company will suffer, i will be fired… he reminded me the reward I’ll get…. I saw the numbers………… I’m ashamed to say this, I thought about the condo which I bought out of impulse……………… I got up and argued with him, saying I will need him to sign a bigger contract now if he wanted me to stay quiet… he told me he will sign, but i have to get it back to him before he checked out of the hotel and fly off…. I don’t know why, my mind just focused on the contract…. I got dressed and rushed back to office, made the amendments printed and rushed back to his hotel. even called him on his phone to bring me up. i just wasn’t thinking. He told me to ask the staff to bring me up, go to reception….. one of them helped me scan the card for the lift…… i really wasn’t able to think. I went back….. straightaway asked him to sign. he didn’t. he was still naked, handed me that little thing, turned it on, then off.., ( a few hard sniffs…………) asked me to strip and use it on myself again, then he will sign………… (sniffs a few more times) I argued with him, but he listed all the wrong moves I made, leaving his suite, and then going back again…… if I were to report to police.. how? even had the staff to be witnesses that I went back to his suite……. even asked if I had audio recorded him, cos if I had, let him hear and he’d sign it straight…………. he then laughed at me........ telling me how naive i was….. like he’s done this so many times…… and each time a stupid woman like me falls for it………… I stood still as he showed me how to on that little thing with a string… sat on the chair and waited……… he kept reminding me, he’s a man of his word, that he’d signed this morning… but i wanted more, so he needed more….. kept telling me that i’ve already gone this far, why stop? why waste it? ………………. ( a few more sniffs…. while i hugged her tight)……… i did what he asked……..

me : that was the right move. really. i mean. even if we were together then, I’d agree with you… really………. calm down ok…. i’m really glad that you finally say all these out. does #4 know?

she shook her head……

me : say it all out… take your time….

it was already past midnight. almost 1 am…

her : i did as he told, but he kept saying no, when I tried to hide my body from him. he insisted that i lay, spread my legs and show him………… asked me to rub my own nipples with both hands……. lick my own finger…………. until i orgasmed from this messed up feeling………. he pulled out that thing….. forced himself on me again, spread my hands and pressed on my palms, f me until he shot again……… his face was like a monster. i can still remember til today. i was fully sober………………………..

me : did he really sign?

her : yes.

me : so that was it?

her : no……. he offered me more……….. another deal in principle. at a ridiculous pricing…….

me : he wanted anal?

her : no…….. he wanted me to ………… pee on him… on the bed. he refused to got to the toilet……. he took out some stuff…. wanted to be tied up and blindfolded…. wanted to be whipped but warned me that if I accidentally kill him the hotel staff will know as he delayed check out……. I was on the fence, but he told me something like “I don’t let other women do this to me, only those I respect. I respect the way you conducted yourself last night, so now, I want to feel your dominance over me…” something like this.

me : what??? gosh.. did you agree? please agree leh!

her : I was shocked.. SUPER LOST! but you are right. i agreed. I had nothing to lose. he even asked for me to push that vibrating thing into his anus…. which was already quite loose…… it felt good after hearing what he said, maybe he said them to make me feel more at ease, lesser of a victim…. but he was really enjoying them all.. no matter how much pain I tried to inflict ….. he also wanted to lick my armpits also…i think that’s all….

me : gosh. i really don’t understand him. he wanted to dominate you. but then become submissive……. i really really don’t get him… wait. did he honour his deal?

her : yes he did, he insisted that i took a photo of him while being blind folded, gagged and tied up and sending him the photo after he forwards the deal to me…..

me : gosh. was that dangerous?

her : i was worried at first…. went home and thought about it, hard…. the implications if any.. how to go about it. but he was a man of his word. despite him being sick to the core….. I really whipped him so hard. it felt good, redeeming. which was why I didn’t do any …… you know….. foolish thing like suicide. I don’t know why. somehow that whipping feeling balanced things out. but …… i’m still a messed up person ever since………. I really didn’t want to share, didn’t want you to share this burden of knowing… but you accepting my love today made me want to just bare everything to you…….. i’m sorry ok. i know. it’s shocking.

me : wait. you were clearly still , you know.. upset about your power of control being taken away… but when you whipped him and peed on him all these. even the anal thing for him…..didn’t you seize back control then?

her : didn’t feel that way…..

me : then the photo?

her : Polaroid .. he let me keep it until.. you know. then express mail. prioritised…. back to him…. I asked him why, explained that he wanted to feel something different. he became very cooperative……….. and because of the second deal….. i got the promotion….. #1 hated me for it, because I think she went through what I went through with this client. She wasn’t wrong, to believe that it’s impossible ideal with this sick sick sicko the right way……….. #5 and #2 also became distant after I got promoted. only #4 stood by me, but I could also tell, she wasn’t natural about it………..

me : dear. can I shamelessly ask you something?

her : yes.

me : if this ultimate misfortune didn’t happen, you won’t end up with me like us now….. There won’t be raj, s… and maybe at #5 ’s bachelor, in Sentosa… Y and I might get together again…. Y will find out about my past…. i’m pretty sure, Y cannot accept….. so definitely no B and me at present…. If you go back in time and you could choose again, either to take on this client or not, what would you choose? would you choose to become B? or stay Y and hope to find someone else for a normal life?

she looked up at me..... deep in thought..... hesitated...

[playboy96]

TS, love the story, really, even thou some parts are fucked up but that’s life. Really hope you can disclose if you and #6 got together, that would give me closure.

[sexcision]

Clap clap bro 1231231233, thank you for you long hours and sacrifice to finish the story with consistent update! Really a touching story with lots of emotional twist, not to mention very sextisfying events.

If I were to make a guess, from how honest both of you have become, it's hard to break both of you up and I would like to think that both of you will be married.

By the way, you missed out on the status of raj's phone.

And I am right in my previous comment that she did fuck S during the week after your incident with #5 hahaha

[1231231233]

Originally Posted by playboy96

TS, love the story, really, even thou some parts are fucked up but that’s life. Really hope you can disclose if you and #6 got together, that would give me closure.

check your user cp for the answer.

yeah I agreed about being fucked up, immoral also. could have censored many parts but I'm glad I didn't for most of it. kept it as real as possible.

[1231231233]

Originally Posted by sexcision

Clap clap bro 1231231233, thank you for you long hours and sacrifice to finish the story with consistent update! Really a touching story with lots of emotional twist, not to mention very sextisfying events.

If I were to make a guess, from how honest both of you have become, it's hard to break both of you up and I would like to think that both of you will be married.

By the way, you missed out on the status of raj's phone.

And I am right in my previous comment that she did fuck S during the week after your incident with #5 hahaha

she kept it with my camera in the drawer.

not sure what your question is about and she gave the full recount with S. already apologised for speed reading your comment.

[sexcision]

Originally Posted by 1231231233

she kept it with my camera in the drawer.

not sure what your question is about and she gave the full recount with S. already apologised for speed reading your comment.

Nothing much lah bro, my previous post quoted S message that he made love to #6 during the week after you and #5 xxx. But #6 say no as she is having her period. But in actual fact, they did and #6 only lied about having period to avoid further penatrative sex and only blowjob.

[SerflySGR]

Originally Posted by 1231231233

check your user cp for the answer.

yeah I agreed about being fucked up, immoral also. could have censored many parts but I'm glad I didn't for most of it. kept it as real as possible.

Looks like I have a lot to catch up on, Bro 1231231233!

Thank you for your story.

"Let he who is without sin cast the first stone" - Who are we to judge whether you are "fucked up" or "immoral"?

Thanks for writing. It takes a lot of courage to re-visit some parts of our past.

[enigma88]

You have great talent in writing.
Please write more stories in the future. 🙏👌

[1231231233]

actually, don't feel like i'm done with this story, as compared to this morning when I typed the most 'trauma' part... still have a few note worthy incidents to share.

apologies for being indecisive..

[enigma88]

Please continue. We are looking forward to more twists and revelations.