[secretlurker]

Alex: I am so sorry.
Me: It’s okay.
Alex: I really shouldn’t have done that and said that.
Me: I’m really okay, don’t have to apologise.
Alex: No no, I have to. I tried so hard but I gave in to temptation.
Me: I was surprised too.
Alex: Have you made out with anyone besides your boyfriend?
Me: Of course not, I’ve been very faithful to him for the past six years.
Alex: Wow, I’m so sorry I made you do that.

Was I feeling guilty? Of course. Like I mentioned above, I have been faithful to my boyfriend even though there were some temptations outside. But with Alex…I couldn’t help myself but to kiss him back.

Fast forward to a few weeks, it was Alex’s wedding and we all had a good time drinking away. I was quite high after the dinner but we decided to call for more drinks back in the hotel room. Some of the other boys and I had booked a hotel room for the night as were foreseeing we would be drinking a lot. For the first time in years, Shawn decided to follow us drinking after finding out we had a room and this is also my first time seeing Shawn in years.