[dustzee]

I am still thinking about you, especially when I'm on the bed. I almost cried everytime I wake up and thought of you. You're the first thing on my mind.

But I have progressed as well. I spent a lot of positive time on work. I focused on smart things rather than busy things. And I've talked more with my wife and planned for a date with her.

Sometimes I wonder how you are doing. If you're talking to another man to get through this. You're pretty and it wouldnt be difficult to find a guy. But at the end of the day I have to accept that these are not my business. And if you do find someone good to you, I should be happy for you.

I miss your smile. I miss your kisses. I miss holding you by my side. I'm not sure if I will ever feel this love again.