seventyfour
13-06-2013, 11:56 PM
Hi all,
This is my first post and I am new here. I have been reading posts from SBF recently with great interest. Those stories are good and I wish I have similar experience as you guys.
A little intro to myself:
I am 38 yrs old married for 12 years. Till date I have only have sex with one woman in my whole life and that is my wife. And my wife is not a virgin when I first meet her. So unfair. But she told me she was raped at very young age.
I do have a close sex encounter with a Singaporean syt during my uni day. There was this girl who is the hottest girl in the department I am studying. Many guys tried to get close to her. She is always surrounded by guys in the lecture hall and everywhere she goes. I never tried to approach her, being shy, I only look at her and admire from a distance. This is the very thing that caught her attention. She was curious why I am the only guy in the department who have seem so disinterested in her. And another thing that caught her attention about me: I drove a Honda civic to school and I came from a rich family living in 3 storey landed property.
To cut story short, somehow we got the chance to chat and slowly we got into a boy-girl relationship. We have many times locked in either her bedroom or my bedroom. We hug, we kissed but we have never took off our clothes. Because I have a religion that cannot allow pre-marital sex and I obeyed all too well. The most advance thing I did is to have rub her nipples (which I had never seen at all).
Then later we broke off due to many disagreements and cannot really get along. And later I graduated, went to work, met my wife at workplace and so on and so forth...
And my wife turns out to be an asexual super career woman who is currently at director level, while I am a super-charged up high sex drive man in desperate for a good sex. And I never experienced a BJ before. How pathetic! I so wish I can learn yoga or gym to be able to bend my body to suck my own dick.
It feel strange that I am now looking for an affair. It is so unright but I am so wanting it. And reading the stories here just make me feel envious. But I do admit I am not good looking and that probably explain why I have no sexual encounters.
I have never tried prostitute before in my whole life and in fact I have never even seen a prostitute real life (only see porn) as I never went to those Geylang districts before. I kind of feel proud to be so 'clean and pure' till now but my sex drive is way too high to maintain this state. I am thinking to just go to geylang next week to try just one time...
Is there anyone here who is just as "unfortunate" as me? :)
This is my first post and I am new here. I have been reading posts from SBF recently with great interest. Those stories are good and I wish I have similar experience as you guys.
A little intro to myself:
I am 38 yrs old married for 12 years. Till date I have only have sex with one woman in my whole life and that is my wife. And my wife is not a virgin when I first meet her. So unfair. But she told me she was raped at very young age.
I do have a close sex encounter with a Singaporean syt during my uni day. There was this girl who is the hottest girl in the department I am studying. Many guys tried to get close to her. She is always surrounded by guys in the lecture hall and everywhere she goes. I never tried to approach her, being shy, I only look at her and admire from a distance. This is the very thing that caught her attention. She was curious why I am the only guy in the department who have seem so disinterested in her. And another thing that caught her attention about me: I drove a Honda civic to school and I came from a rich family living in 3 storey landed property.
To cut story short, somehow we got the chance to chat and slowly we got into a boy-girl relationship. We have many times locked in either her bedroom or my bedroom. We hug, we kissed but we have never took off our clothes. Because I have a religion that cannot allow pre-marital sex and I obeyed all too well. The most advance thing I did is to have rub her nipples (which I had never seen at all).
Then later we broke off due to many disagreements and cannot really get along. And later I graduated, went to work, met my wife at workplace and so on and so forth...
And my wife turns out to be an asexual super career woman who is currently at director level, while I am a super-charged up high sex drive man in desperate for a good sex. And I never experienced a BJ before. How pathetic! I so wish I can learn yoga or gym to be able to bend my body to suck my own dick.
It feel strange that I am now looking for an affair. It is so unright but I am so wanting it. And reading the stories here just make me feel envious. But I do admit I am not good looking and that probably explain why I have no sexual encounters.
I have never tried prostitute before in my whole life and in fact I have never even seen a prostitute real life (only see porn) as I never went to those Geylang districts before. I kind of feel proud to be so 'clean and pure' till now but my sex drive is way too high to maintain this state. I am thinking to just go to geylang next week to try just one time...
Is there anyone here who is just as "unfortunate" as me? :)